For some reason I tend to think better in and around water. When I was in the shower it finally occurred to me that all this (that I'm not even putting down here- It already went where it needed to-) but all this... is just what it is. Thinking about it and fretting about it isn't going to change anyhting. there are too many things that are beyond my control at the moment.
I just need to trust. Why do I ever stop? I'm where I am because I trust.