intimidaton... I'm supposed to go out tonight. this is something I dont do all that often anyway any more. I'm supposed to be going with an old used to be closer friend.... and aparently many people I went to high school with usually go out too. I find this terribly intimidating. usually when I see people from high school they still look the same... or better. I was still beautiful and not fat when I was in high school and theres nothing like reminding myself of how much different I am now... how much not like that I am now. I dont think I like it.