I remember unexpected trips and trying to get places... back to a plane? trying to find shoes because I wanted to take a few things with me on this unplanned trip to Miami... it was with Kiwi only we were going to fly this time. only part way through I went home to pack some things and I missed the flight because I didnt know what time it was. I was by water and I was running with people around and maybe from dogs...
I remember seeing the face of a racoon on some clothing in a different part... just the face, as though it had been removed and was bloody.
I remember Ryan in one part... he's a common enoug theme, as was the setting, which was Steve's room/bed. Sometimes he's there too sometimes not and this time he wasn't but I was on the phone with him. There was playfulness to that part and a brushing of lips but it was sweet and innocent.
Last night I hurt my toe... bent it far and very hard backwards... and its just not supposed to do that. So thats unpleasant and has put a damper on walking or DDR as I wanted. Still tired of being fat. Odd how 70 - 80 pounds will only be 3ish sizes. Seems like it shoudl be more I think. But no. And I'm ready to get there because I'm ever so tired of being here... being me like this. Bleah. Heal toe!
I wish to read. I think I will.