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Will update this as needed.

Thurs. 4-3
Headache. Mild. More of an annoyance than anything. Sometimes a little stronger. Right temple mostly. Left temple a little.

Fri. 4-4
Same type of headache as the day before. Temples, not too terrible. Started feeling twinges of it as I was driving to work. Just got a little worse once I was there.

Sat. 4-5
Behind/under/in? my ears. Center of head between eyes. Haven't eaten real food yet. Had brownie and coffee. I don't know. Stupid head.

later: ache in my head - temples, forehead/between the eyes. Also, my wrists/arms/legs ache. Arthritis? Makes me feel old. Plus I'm grumpy and feel like a cow.

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So on my flist now, where there are embedded videos, they're not the videos that are supposed to be there. Which is really confusing. I'm not familiar enough with firefox to know what the deal is but it's annoying. It's like it rearranges the videos on the page.

Stupid McDonald's doesn't have the southwest chicken salad any more. It was actually pretty good.

My head hurts today. But I have so many different potential causes that I don't know why. Last night I have chinese food, and a mini margarita, and I went to bed late and got up late and was late getting coffee and food.

Today I should finish the pajama pants that I started last week. I washed and dried all my fabric last night so I just need to get to work. Don't wanna though. Tonight I'm going to a housewarming party where I will not know anyone. I do not look forward to this.

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Currently hearing: Biscuit licking cake crumbsout of a bowl

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My head hurts. Bleah. Stupid head.

Today I am going to try to make kitty beds. Also, should try to develop film. I don't like developing film.

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Alas, I hope I don't keep whittling away at what I can eat. *sniff* I like chinese food. But, the night before last I had yummy chinese buffet and then yesterday I had finger numbness and headache, then this morning with the little bit of aura spots. Maybe related? Maybe not. I'll keep paying attention to what I do and eat around headaches and see if I can track it better. I do know that when I gave up things with aspartame, that couple week long headache went away.

Anyone else have anything to add?


Here's a link to something on Chinese food and headache



also, this guy seems to have similar sounding symptoms to me:
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I am a 36 year old male. I have been getting migraines since I was
about 15 years old. I had few migraines throughout high school, but was
relatively migraine free thoughout my 20's. However I haven't been as lucky
during my 30's. In the past 3 years I have had approximately 20 episodes of
migraine.

I tend to get an aura before the actual migraine sets in. My field
of vision becomes fragmented, similar to looking through a kaleidoscope. I
also get a numbness in my fingers or sometimes in my mouth. I often have a
difficult time "thinking" during the aura period. I don't no if this is
caused by my anxiety or the headache itself. I am actually relieved when the
pain in my head starts, because I know the aura part is over.

I also know I have a migraine, because it hurts if I shake my head.
I have been taking Imitrex injections, but I hate to give myself the shots
(chicken). I tend to wait until the migraine is in full bloom, before I give
myself the shot (dumb). I recently began taking the tablet form of Imitrex.

On the positive side, the Imitrex seems to prevent what I use to
call migraine hangover, I would feel out of sorts for a few days after a
migraine. With the Imitrex I don't feel that way. One thing I am curious
about is whether anybody else tends to be obsessed with migraine. I know
that after I have a headache, it is all I can think about for days,
sometimes weeks. If anybody as a solution please let me know.

---Larry

P.S. Exercise seems to help after the migraine.

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So last night I was working on stuff and my hands started to go numb-ish and then I saw flashes of aura just at the sides of my vision.

My head problems have been so strange. Even if this is migraine it's not the right time for migraine for me. It makes no sense. But this morning I woke up with the aura spots and now my head hurts. I've already had 1.5 imitrex tablets this month though so I don't want to waste my last half-pill unless I really need it. So I took two excedrin migraine tablets. My head still hurts right now though.

One thing that has changed lately - and I think it's the only thing I've done differently in months - is my sudden and large intake of those crystal light add to your water bottle packets of drink mix. They all contain aspartame. So I googled it.

http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&q=diet+drink+aspartame+migraine

This would make me kind of sad. Most of them it wouldn't trouble me to give up at all. But the one I really like! It's like gatorade only with very few calories. I suppose if I thought it really was doing bad things to me I would have to stop drinking it and go back to straight water. That's better anyway.

Anyone else know anything about this? Have any personal experience with it?

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I am headachy today. Stupid head. Still don't know what the deal is. I took two tylenol and I'm feeling a little better. It is still not all the way gone though. i do have hydrocodone that I'm still considering taking. Not yet though. I feel slightly nauseated with it. But headaches will do that to me. Plus I haven't eaten yet today and I had lots of fair food last night. I nibbled Mikale's and Steve's corn dogs, shared some cheese fries with Steve, had a "walking taco" (25 cent sized bag of doritos with taco meat, cheese and lettuce in the bag on top), an elephant ear and a hot fudge sundae.

The mini kitties are sleeping next to me. Earlier they were very frisky and playful. The little one climbs up on my shoulder as I lay here and chews on my ear. It hurts. Mini kitty teeth are sharp! The big one hit me in the nose, wee claws out. Methinks I'll have to teach them some boundaries.

My head ills remind me of the head troubles I had my first year at Central. I had headaches that seemed pressurey and sinusy but my sinus troubles seem to be more with the tubes in the other parts of the head rather than the nose part which is usually clear. And dizzy head spinny moments. I've had one of those lately. We never figured out what the problem was back then though (I even had a cat scan!) but I always figured it was some sort of something with my head tubes.

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Current Location: saginaw, 48603
Currently feeling: head ouchy
Currently hearing: birds outside

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I'm hot. I woke up with migraine spots. I'm bleeding. My hair is greasy. My skin is greasy. I'm fat. I have cramps. I couldn't sleep last night and when I did get to sleep, Steve pretty much spent the rest of the night snoring. Loudly. Until I got up. Since then he's been quiet as can be.

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Currently feeling: grumpy
Currently hearing: coffee maker

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Yesterday after we had dinner Mike and I walked down to the park and were sitting on the picnic table. He usually tells me about when he keeps the dog from chomping something and told me he had two more "for the bank". He mentioned that they were unusual additions (typically it's bunnies or squirrels) and that he had kept her form chomping kittens. Little kittens. He told me that they had been at SVSU and at this one part where there's construction and there were two kittens in a dangerous type spot. So he put them under a tree figuring the mama would come back for them. So at this point I'm thinking they're toddler size and followed the mama and lost her for a bit. But I was still worried cause it was an unusual place for them to be so we went looking for them. We found them, just where he had left them. But they weren't toddler sized. They're itty bitty - few days old - cords haven't dropped off their tummies yet newborns. And they were so encrusted in fly eggs that I didn't know how I was going to get them all off. I had never seen so many on anything. They were covered thickly from neck to tail. None had hatched yet so I'm thinking the flies were laying them, waiting for them to die and then their offspring would have had a good meal. I put a stop to that plan quickly enough. We got them back to Mike's and I spent a looong time washing them, with B&BW cucumber melon hand soap - the only thing I had handy, until they were completely egg free. Then Mike used his hair dryer - super gentle, quiet, low heat - to dry and warm them.

I took them to my grandma's and started feeding them there but she wasn't going to be able to keep them because she had a doctor's appointment this morning and had to go to bed and then would be gone and they needed to be fed every few hours. So I took them back with me and was up throughout the night with them. Eventually I got a water bottle filled with hot tap water and wrapped in a fuzzy sock to keep them warm in their box. They slept for longer at a time then. So I got back a little before 12, took a shower, got to bed at 12 in the bedroom with them by my head in the box, no bottle yet. They woke up at 1ish and 2ish. This is when I figured they weren't warm enough and switched to the tv room with them and nested them with the water bottle and warm from the dryer towels. Then they were up again at 4ish and then I got up at 5:15. They slept until I woke them up at about 6:30 before I had to leave for work. I brought them to work with me but left them in the car, figuring I'd leave after a couple hours. I didn't feel very well today anyway (still don't actually) and so it worked out. Officially, I went home sick.

While I was at work for those couple hours, after I finished my morning deadline stuff, I made a ton of phone calls trying to track down a nursing mother to foster them. Every call I made seemed to lead to other calls. I left a lot of messages, got a few call backs and pretty much nothing. Until I called Bay Valley Animal Hospital. They said they had a mama with 6 week old kittens they were just about ready to leave her. They said they couldn't guarantee she would take them but that I could try. I took them there and they put them in the cage with her. She didn't growl or hiss but she ignored them. They said I could call about 4 or 5 to see how it was going.

After that I met Mike at SVSU where he was walking the dog. I gave him the update and let him reassure me that they were good peeps there (it's the vet where he takes Patch). I hadn't eaten yet at that point so I met him at his house and he made me lunch. I had a slight headache. I took a nap and woke up a couple hours later with the headache really really worse. It sucked. I took two Excedrin. Half an hour later, it wasn't really better. So I figured maybe migraine and took half of an Imitrex. I called the vet, found out that the mama cat still was ignoring them (they had been feeding the babies though so they were fine, just weren't going to find the new mama as I had hoped) so I was going to pick them up. I wanted to see if the Imitrex would help so I decided to lay down for a half hour or so. By the time I got to the vet's office my headache was mostly gone. I've felt nauseated today though so I think that might be something separate. I've felt like that all day. I feel rather icky now too.

So I went and got the babies and the bigger one mewed all the way home. I knew they weren't hungry though because they fed them right before I took them so I got them all warm and nested in a new box with a new warm bottle of water and they have been sleeping since then. I figure if they haven't woken up by about 10:30 I'll wake then up, get them fed and re-nested and then get some sleep until about 2:30 when I'll get up, repeat the process, and go back to sleep till I have to get up for work. I'm going to have to leave them for about 6.5 hours while I go to work but I figure and hope they'll be ok. I'll rush straight home and feed them then. I will try to work out a better schedule after tomorrow. It will probably require help for one of the feedings but I'll try to get that worked out.

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Currently feeling: nauseated

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Woke up all migraine-y today. Hate that. Perhaps that's what was up with my head yesterday. I kind of suspected. My eyes still feel all weird. But I can see again. Woo! I need to finish my coffee and get moving. I have a hair appointment today. Another trim. It is growing. Pretty quickly. I may get to donate some yet.

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I'm sitting in the new lounger under a froggie blanket with Jack and the Baby Cat. My icon is the shirt I'm wearing today. It amuses me.

My head hurts a bit. It is making me feel unmotivated. I just posted a picture of the lounger and of the couch my grandma is getting for christmas. I don't know if it will show up before or after this post. I used the flickr to post it from my phone.

My hands are cold! It's chilly in here so it must be cold outside. Winter is here and I'm not terribly happy to see it. Somehow I manage to forget how unpleasant it can be. And then it will start to get cold and I'll think well this isn't so bad! and then it will get colder and I'll remember why I hate it.

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Currently feeling: headache-y

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Today I'm going to try to get my desk in order and get rid of some things
that I don't want. I'm not going to be sharing a desk any more and so I'm
suddenly going to have more space. It's weird but good.

Sarah is going to be on vacation this week starting tomorrow so I'm going to
be on my own this week for my pages. Scary. So far I've been able to ask her
things.

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Yesterday I woke up from my nap with a headache and it did not want to go
away. Even with drugs. My head still hurt when I woke up this morning but
not as much. I didn't really have trouble sleeping, though I woke up more
than I would have liked. Pumpkin behaved herself as far as I know. I think
she might have climbed on me or jumped on me once but I moved and she ran
away. This morning I had some toast with extra crunchy peanut butter, a
banana that did not look ugly, and a smoothie made with some frozen berries
and a banana that did look ugly. Poor ugly banana. But it worked in the
smoothie.

Now I have mail to sort. Wee.

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I have no idea what you all are posting about.

My head hurts. I'll be leaving soon. Just waiting for a phone call from Mike. I am twinkly. And overly warm. Bleah to that.

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Had a headache yesterday. My head still feels a little tender today. Perhaps it was migraine.

Yesterday was good. Gathering with food at my house. Yay to that. Was me, Steve, g-ma, Mary, Tom, Mikale, Barb, Harry, and Matt. We cooked food n the grill. Had a good time preparing stuff. In addition to meat we did up veggies- some on sticks, some in packets. Lots of garlic. My hands still smell like garlic today. Hopefully it's just my hands and not just me in general. I did eat a lot of it. And the mosquitoes mostly left me alone. Hmmmm. We played a lot of badminton (sp?). We don't keep score though. We just like trying to get it going back and forth well. Apparently, I'm not too bad at it. Nice to find out. My arm is a little sore today but I had an excellent time. And I even managed to not get a sunburn.

Last night I had such a dreadful headache and drugs wouldn't touch it. I felt rather nauseated. I ran a cool-ish bath as soon as we walked in. Cocktailed a French Kiss buble bar and a Golden Slumbers bomb. I didn't stay in long though. I just wanted to crawl into bed. I fell asleep quickly in spite of the head ouchyness and all the caffeine I had through a couple doses of different excedrin.

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my head hurts a bit this morning. the kind where if I sneeze or put pressure in/on it somehow by movement, it sends a sharp pain through. that's usually a migraine thing but it't not migraine time! thought it might have been cause I didn't eat much in the way of dinner... but I've had coffee, orange juice, and some breakfast hot pocket thing so I ought to be feeling better if that were the case.

ah well. time to head off to work. fun fun.

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Migraine with aura is a good thing and a sucky thing. Nice to have the
warning before the headache but right now I can't see a damn thing. Well, no
I'm not completely blind. I just have spots aplattered over everything. I
should be proofing things right now but reading is out until this goes away.
So hmm. I don't know what to do with myself at the moment.

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Had a dreadful headache last night. Couldn't figure out why. Today I'm all
crampy bleah so I wonder if it was migraine. Head still has that
wanting-to-hurt feeling today so it would fit. But it would be the first
time, as far as i can remember, that I haven't had the aura spots first.
While I don't like the spots, they at least give me warning. And that is a
good thing. It finally went away as I slept but it took a while.

I'm almost all the way through the Without a Trace DVDs. I think I only have
one left. Then it will be back to reading. I certainly have plenty of that
to do. I don't know where all of the books are that are on my to read list.
In my house somewhere.

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My foot still hurts. My head hurts. I don't know if that's sinus or caffeine
or some of both. It didn't occur to until last night when i was trying to go
to sleep with a headache that I hadn't caffeinated. My head protested. But I
hoped it would let me sleep anyway. And it did.

We had a couple thunder storms. The first I barely noticed. My grandma came
and turned off the fan for that but it wasn't too hot by that point and so I
was alright. When she came and shut the window at 5, however, it made me
sad. I was hot then. And that made it hard to sleep. So for that last hour
it wasn't good sleeping. The rest of the night I had a lot of dreams. Weird
dreams, not good dreams.

I woke up with my head still hurting and my skin still being horrid. Will
keep hitting the C and water though. it takes time, I know.

I need to get a fan for the bathroom window. It takes me so much longer to
get ready in the morning than it should because its hot and I sweat and then
can't get anyhitng on my face. It's frustrating. This morning it felt like
it took me forever just to do moisturizer and powder. That's all I want and
need in the morning. Just moisturizer and powder! It shouldn't be so hard!

So I was running late *again*. Like I always seem to be.

I think today I will attempt to get a window fan for the bathroom. If I have
success, I will buy two. One for my grandma too. She will appreciate it.

Today I should also look for another shirt or two. And wash some clothes. I
dont want to stink.

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So we arrived last night. We went and got food right afterward and didn't stay up much later than that.

Beth is sick. [info]sgfaboo's parents took her to the doctor. Poor Beth :(

We're going to get my girly shopping out of the way today and then tonight we're going to see the blue man group.

I'm mostly ready for the day. I'm finishing my coffee at the moment (and drinking it out of the cup that is pictured in my icon!) My head hurts a little and I don't know why. I guess I won't worry about it and just take osme tylenol.

Vy was sending me odd texts yesterday. I was amused. I like vy because he *is* odd.

Ok must finish coffee and find what I'm going to wear today.

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Currently hearing: Steve in the shower

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head hurts. I think I need caffeine. But it's too late to have any and I can't think of anyhitng that has any in it that wouldn't make me melt even more. I'm so sweaty :p

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We are going to a museum today before going to Steve's friend's graduation party.

I suppose I should think about getting motivated.

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So today I was all grumbly and listing out in my head all the grr and bleah
points to this morning and right now. it occurred to me that it all sounded
suspiciously like Loser Mode. But some of it wasn't mood. So it sounded like
i have some sort of rain cloud. Go away stupid rain cloud!

I have a blister on my foot. I'm sniffly. my head wants to hurt in a sinus
sort of way. My grandma washed a shirt that i've only worn once or twice and
now it has little bleach spots on it and is ruined. I don't even think it
needed to be washed. Since I didn't know until I put it on i had to find
something else to wear and so i ran late AGAIN. I'd be more surprised if i
weren't running late one of these days. Plus i feel all chubby and full of
water. I have a scratch on my cheek and I dont know where it came from.


So go away Loser Mode *and* stupid raincloud.

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Lately in the morning when I get up for work (I didn't notice this on the
weekend) I've noticed that almost-aura thing. Not quite shimmery. I
particularly notice it when I'm cosmeticizing for the day and in front of
the mirror with all the lights. I guess because that's the first I actually
try to really focus for the day.

it doesn't last and later in the day, provided nothing else has gone wrong,
I feel fine and normal.


Grr.

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One of the difficult things about being prone to having headaches is that I don't always know what sort I'm trying to have. Right now my head wants to hurt but it could be more migraine, could be not enough caffeine, could be sinus difficulties.

I'm going ot be leaving with Ray in a bit. I'm going to sit here and drink water until then. I need to. I have been slacking and my chin is flaking as a result. Ew!

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Today everyhting looks like it wants to be shimmery without the spots
actually reappearing so far. It's like its hovering, not quite there, just
waiting to strike.

I'm glad i set an appointment to see Carolyn. This just isn't normal for me.

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